Every year I choose a word to focus on, last year was self-love and honestly, I don't really feel like I followed through with it. Self-love has been one of the hardest things for me to conquer, I am my biggest critic and while that is not okay I'm glad that I am aware of it. Because I believe awareness is key for change.

For 2018 I am choosing the word commitment. I find that committing to things is extremely difficult for me, I tend to give up half way through a new goal or I'll accomplish a goal but instead of continuing on that path I'll stop. This year I want to commit to all that comes my way. 

Soon I will be facing my biggest task yet, a baby. That is obviously something you can't un-commit too. I know that this year will be the hardest, most rewarding and loving year of my life. Becoming a mother won't be easy, but I look forward to facing it head on. I won't say that it's me against the world because it's not true. I have a loving husband who will be an amazing father, my own parents who moved all the way to our city just to help us with this new addition, Brent's parents and siblings and of course my sister. They say that it takes a village to raise a child and I really believe it. 

I would also like to commit to yoga, I truly love it but find that my commitment to it is all over the place. In the last few weeks, it has helped me stay sane and find peace with all the coming changes. When I'm on the mat it's like everything around me settles and allows me to really get in touch with myself. I think that with the baby coming, it'll be beneficial for the both of us if I continue on this path to finding my inner peace since I'm sure it's going to get real hectic around here.

2018 is going to be a roller coaster but I'm strapped in and ready for the ride. I hope that you all have a beautiful and happy New Year. That all your goals will be met and that you live your best life. 

Love always, 

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