32 weeks

Good afternoon friends! 

I'm currently 32 weeks + 4 days and most days I'm feeling pretty good. I've started to have the dreaded pregnancy insomnia, I was so sure I was in the clear but the last few nights have been a little rough. I've been only getting about 6 hours of (very broken) sleep but since I'm off work I can't complain because I get to nap whenever I want haha. 

In the last recent weeks I've taken up doing yoga again, I was having a really bad case of anxiety a couple of weeks ago and decided that I need to take charge of my mental health. I find that yoga helps immensely with it. I was told that anxiety is normal at this stage in pregnancy, the unknown of when he is coming and the fact that life is going to change drastically was beginning to get to me. Don't get me wrong, I am VERY excited to become a mom but the fact that this huge responsibility is coming my way is really daunting. I've heard that the moment you see your child it's like everything clicks and I really hope that happens because sometimes I'm just not sure if I'll be any good at it! With all that being said I find that sometimes my anxiety also comes from this overwhelming excitement that I have to meet this little dude. Some days I want him here NOW and others I'm glad I have a few more weeks of just Brent and I. It's like my feelings are all over the place haha but I don't think that pregnancy is this straight shooting deal. There are a lot of emotions that come with pregnancy, you're hormones are super whack so, it's gotta be normal to have all these different feelings... right? 

Anyways, it's crazy that Christmas is only a week away! I feel like this year has flown by. It's my favourite time of the year for sure though. I love getting together with family and eating all the yummy food. Theres nothing more special than spending time with your family, we're always so busy throughout the year that when it does come time for the holidays I really cherish the time I get to spend with them. I think it's safe to say I'm really looking forward to Christmas haha. 

I hope that your week before Christmas goes quickly and well! Here's to the last few weeks of 2017! Enjoy them! :)