Patience

Patience... A virtue that I have not yet conquered.

I have been hearing for months that good things take time and while I understand that, sometimes you just want it to happen and you want it to happen NOW. Sometimes you want to be selfish and you want to have that horseshoe up your ass and know that the one thing you want is happening at that very moment. And sometimes you just need to bitch it out when its not happening! 

I like to think of myself as positive about 90% of the time, then theres that 10% that gets you all worked up and pissed off because seriously what the hell is taking so long. 

It's okay to be impatient sometimes, it's okay to be frustrated and it's okay to want to bitch it out. I know things will turn around, I know that I will get what I want but sometimes the process just sucks! Does anyone else feel this way? Do you ever get so frustrated and mad that you just want to give up? 

But I will never give up, mark my words, I will keep fighting for my goals and will keep working hard to achieve the things I want to achieve! Sometimes I think its okay to feel a little defeated and to just want to throw your hands up and say "well, I tried!" but I'm not going to let that feeling overwhelm me. I am bigger than it. Maybe its the Monday blues or the fact that the weather is so gloomy and rainy. But I will continue to make my way, do what I can and just trust in the process. 

Good things do take time and I just need to learn to be patient.