As you may have noticed I have been away from the blog for a few weeks. In an earlier post I mentioned how I have been having a bit of a difficult run. I have been in a rut that I have never experienced and I have had feelings that I don't really know how to deal with. I was feeling that I was drowning and I just couldn't pull myself out of it. 

I am happy to report that I am better. I am not 100% but I am slowly working my way back up. The building blocks were torn down and now I am slowly piecing them all back together. I have anxiety every once in a while but its a fleeting feeling and as soon as I feel it coming I remind myself how far I have come and go talk to someone or write in my journal. 

When you feel completely torn down, it's so hard to pull yourself together but I am so thankful that I have family and friends who understood me and helped me. If I didn't have the help and love that I am surrounded by I don't even know what I would do. 

I am blessed. My life is blessed. My life is good and every morning I remind myself that.


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