Today is my monday and let me tell you, although it's Tuesday it feels like a Monday. I have been dealing with a weird case of insomnia lately and it is awful. I have also been sick with flu like symptoms but yet no flu and by no flu, I mean I haven't gotten "sick". 

It's weird when your body decides to just do what it wants, feel awful everyday and not let you sleep. I am exhausted and every time my head hits my pillow, my eyes are heavy and my brain feels like its going to explode yet, I will lay there for for over an hour and a half in the dark completely wide awake. It is so frustrating and I'd be lying if I told you I haven't cried out of frustration, last night especially. I like my sleep and if I don't get at least 7 to 8 hours of sleep I am not fun to be around, I'm basically a two year old who is cranky because she hasn't had her nap.

I'm open for any suggestions as to how to conquer this insomnia, I have bought melatonin (extra strength, which did not help last night) I have bought that bedtime tea that calms you, I have gone to bed early and turned off all electronics at least an hour before bed. I just don't know what else there is left to do! Help! 

Besides that things have been rolling pretty well around here. I bought a new car, yay! Which is a terrifying yet exciting ordeal for me. Since I commute about an hour back and forth everyday it's nice to have a new vehicle that is secure and can handle this winter weather (that has mysteriously disappeared, NOT complaining though!) But this is what I feel like my first real "big girl" responsibility, dudes I am paying for a really nice car and it's actually all mine. AHH it really freaks me out. 

Sometimes I find it so funny how I can be caught so off guard about how I'm a "grown up", I am living on my own (it'll be a year soon), I am engaged to the most amazing man and I just bought a car. Holy crap does time fly. I remember being in high school and day dreaming about all this stuff and here I am living it now. It's just so darn crazy. I don't know maybe I get too into these things?  

Anyways, I hope that everyone is having a splendid week and I hope that my health starts turning itself around. Can you believe its almost Christmas?! Gahhhh I am so so excited, I absolutely LOVE this time of the year. I will be decorating the house reallllly soon, so I shall keep you posted!

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