27.10.14

life lately


Life lately has been quite the blur. We're going on three weeks of being engaged and when they say that the wedding will be here sooner than you think, they're not kidding. I feel like time is flying but in the best way possible.

In the last few weeks I've had a lot of ups and a few downs but I have to remind myself that no matter what you have to think about all of the beautiful parts of life. Life is something that is so easily taken for granted, sometimes we forget to really soak it in and enjoy it. I have to admit, even though I am going through such a wonderful and beautiful time in my life, I haven't allowed myself to enjoy it and that to me is so sad. 

Over the summer I felt so motivated and pushing myself to be a happier me. It feels like as soon as that warm sun went away, the leaves began to fall and our nights grew a little colder my inner hibernation bear has come full strength. I don't feel like doing anything and I'm hating it. I'm beginning to resent that I am falling behind, that I am not working out and that I am not living my life the way I would like to. 

Of course, there is no one else to blame but myself and maybe the early winter blues but maybe just maybe if I put it all out here it'll kick my ass back into gear. I want to fall back into my healthy lifestyle, I want to work out, eat (just a little) better and enjoy life a little more. No more stresses and no more complaining it's time to start kicking ass and being the boss ass bitch that I know I can be. 

I am going to focus on all the good in my life, all the happiness and love that surrounds me and I'm going to find the love in being healthy again. It may take some time but that's okay, I will fall into it this is my promise to myself. I love me to much to not care about myself and its about damn time I start showing myself that I do. 

Hope you all have a great week! 

xoxo

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