today just isn't my day

Earlier this year I went on a mission, a mission to find happiness in my life. I won't sit here and tell you I'm happy every day because I'm not. Life throws you curveballs, it grows to be mundane and sometimes you just have one of those crummy bad days. But I can tell you I do have a beautiful life and I try to remind myself that every day. 

Today, is one of those days… I'm feeling lousy, sad, defeated and I have absolutely no reason to feel like this. It's okay though, I truly believe that everyone is entitled to days like this where you just want to crawl into bed, watch Netflix all day and just hope that tomorrow will be a better day! 

I know my life is a good one, I have a beautiful family, an amazing boyfriend and some really great friends. Maybe, it's the whole "wake up in the morning, go to work, come home, sleep and do it all over again the next day" that's getting to me, who knows. All I know is that today is not my day and my emotions are all over the place. Side note: I was just watching 'I found the gown' and just bawled because the girl found her gown… What in the world is wrong with me?! Now, I'm thinking I'm just ridiculous… I continue to amaze myself with how silly I can be. 

So to end this little pointless babbel, the picture above is just a reminder that your happiness has to come within, not just by putting on a show on the outside. I know I always post happy pictures and posts because I do try to keep my blog a happier place for myself but sometimes I need to remind myself that we all have bad days and it's okay, it doesn't mean I'm unhappy. 

To all of you who are having a bad day, just mope it out (I know I am), let yourself be sad and wallow in your misery but tomorrow you better pick yourself up, look at yourself in the mirror and say "Life is good." Because it really is. 

Life is good Kathy Paulo, just keep reminding yourself. 

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