17.7.13

Grandpa Ze.

It has been a very very long week and its only Wednesday.

Things haven't been too great around the Paulo residence lately! I'm still recovering from my wisdom teeth surgery and i feel like its a never ending process. granted I have absolutely no pain tolerance... So lord help me and get this mouth healed! 

on Sunday my dad left for Portugal since my gramps is really really sick, doesn't look like he will be living much longer... And although we already knew this was coming its still seems really really hard. 

But I can't let this bring me down. it's been hard. my heart is aching and I'm so sad that gramps is suffering but this is life. He has lived a healthy and HAPPY life and that makes me happy... Unfortunately everyone lives and everyone dies.

I will never forget the last time I got to see him and how he said good bye. And I will never NEVER forget how happy he was that he got the chance to meet Brent. He said "I hope you and him are as happy as your grandma and I have been all these years." I will forever cherish that and always be grateful for it! 

So here i am sending prayers and good vibes to my gramps because he's one hell of a man and I am more than happy that he gets to have my dad by his side because I know if there is one thing in life that makes him happy it's having his sons with him. 

Love you vĂ´ ze.

Xoxo





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